Thursday, September 16, 2010

Been Long

Its been just so so long, that this space is seeming alien to me, as I type today. Just wanted to see, how it feels to type here. Sometimes, I cannot believe just how madly I loved this space, and would feel a day was wasted, if I did not look in here, and somehow, time, thoughts, willingness, nothing seem to bring me here of late. Not nice, I say. Why? Because I have made such such amazing friends from this space, that I would hate to let it go, and not nurture those wonderful relations.

So much that has happened in the past few weeks, and yet, I don't have the words to actually pen them down today. Just reeling from a sleepless night, last night, with the BB having high fever in the middle of the night, causing us to rush to the emergency room, spending the better part of the night there, and returning home, in the wee hours of the morning without a doctor having a look at the hot little boy of mine. Repeat drama from a few months back, if you ask me, just that the GP was around this time, to be part of it. The boy has not yet completely recovered, but the fever is under control, and that is about it.

Otherwise I feel terribly guilty about not brightening up my blog, working on it, with my heart and mind like I used too. I so so so, want to create a new header, a new look altogether maybe. But like so so so many things that I want to write about here, I don't know if and when the makeover actually will happen. Somehow I think my mind has become terribly dull, from the inactivity, or maybe its the gazillion fat cells I have piled on, over this long stretched out winters, packed indoors, the jaws always on overdrive. Its really disappointing being here now, after the immense hardwork I put in last year to get healthier, its downright depressing. Cold places are so so so not for me, I have just lost the ability to deal with low temperatures, and this being the BB's first one ever, he has been ill so so often, that I just huddle indoors with him all the more.

For a comeback, this is not really a cheerful post, but then this is what I have on my mind, and so I am just writing it out, instead of going on without posting. I hope I can get more regular again, because I do enjoy the mental stimulation of actually trying to string together my haphazard thoughts, and putting them down in the form of comprehensible sentences, though possibly semantically horrendous. So here, is a shout out to all my blog-world dosts, saying, 'I am still around!'.

9 comments:

hitchwriter said...

Awww.. I hope the lil one recovers soon enough... ! You know the bond just gets stronger during these phases... ! I m sure he will be up and running soon... !

I somehow have always craved for colder surroundings... Infact I dream some day to earn enough and retire somewhere in himachal or uttranchal.. but I also guess after a while you do get depressed if you stay indoors all the time... also I live in a very very hot part of the country where winter is just for 2 months... !!

but still I would look forward to drinking hot soups... eating in winters and jogging is so cool... !

keep the body warm by work outs !!! :) :) there I couldnt resist advising you :P :P

Mamma mia! Me a mamma? said...

Am going through the same blah feeling myself. Wait it out...it shall pass.

And here's wishing your little boy a speedy recovery!

liveonimpulse said...

Oh !! no wonder haven't seen yu in action..hope BB is better now..wish him a speedy recovery... Winter can have its depressinf effects..hope the sun shines bright and cheers u up..Hugs GM

liveonimpulse said...

Oh !! no wonder haven't seen yu in action..hope BB is better now..wish him a speedy recovery... Winter can have its depressinf effects..hope the sun shines bright and cheers u up..Hugs GM

Dr.Antony said...

It so happens. I am not a seasoned blogger.But sometimes when something happens,I feel like I want to talk to some one. It is easier to confide in an unknown friend than some one near to you.Keep on blogging.

Dr.Antony said...

It so happens. I am not a seasoned blogger.But sometimes when something happens,I feel like I want to talk to some one. It is easier to confide in an unknown friend than some one near to you.Keep on blogging.

Dr.Antony said...

It so happens. I am not a seasoned blogger.But sometimes when something happens,I feel like I want to talk to some one. It is easier to confide in an unknown friend than some one near to you.Keep on blogging.

Passionate Goof said...


Hitchy - Thank fully he is all recovered and fine now. Working out to keep warm is a good idea, now only if i could put it to use. :D

M4- Awww... hugs! Get well soon sweety.

liveonimpulse - yeah, well! Waiting for the sun.

Dr.Antony - I know exactly what you mean. :)

Trish said...

Ohhh I knoww what u mean..i feel all my energy n zeal has been zapped out too..
waiting for sunshine..
And remember next WINTER will be much better...:)